Hello fellow population of the online environment, it has been so long since I wrote something on here. Why I ask myself sometimes, and the answer is simple without motivation there is nothing that gets done. If I do not feel like doing something I will not do it, just how I work as a person. Do I love writing, yes I do. Do I always have time to do those things I love, no I do not. I guess that is a part of being a student athlete, life can really be busy at times. Especially this part of the season, a lot of away games and traveling, and at the same time important weeks in school filled with mid-terms and papers. On top of all that it is time to start planning for the spring semester, meeting with advisors and such. The worst part about becoming older in college is that you have to make up your mind about minors, and classes and career paths, how are you suppose to know what you would like to do for the rest of your life when you are 19-20 years old. To those that do know that I take my hat off, for the rest remember all that is wandering is not lost.
A sad part about being a Communication student at Marquette is that we are not allowed to have minors within our own school, for example I would like to have a Public relations minor, but I cannot since I am a Broadcast major. However, as a designated loop whole finder I managed to find a loop whole for this. A interdisciplinary minor, which basically means a minor I make up my self. The name I came up with was awesomeness, I mean hands down who would not hire a someone who had a degree in awesomeness. However, reality stroked me and the sincere world of seriousness simply could not handle that and because of that I am still in the process of making up a name for it.
I also found out that when you need to get something done, it is amazing how much work you can put into it and how much else you can chose to ignore. I found out that there is an internship opportunity coming up and I needed a resume and cover letter for it, and boom here we go energy like 50 red bulls striving out to completer one task, two adams the upcoming morning does not matter, all that matters is this resume and cover letter. A lot of help from Caroline, and swoosh here we go. Application sent in, and now the long hard wait for an answer. It really is amazing how the brain works when it comes to applying for jobs and such, they hate it, why are they not answering and this is two hours after I sent it in. Freaking out, heart pumping, sweating not knowing. Four hour, I am fine I got this, there is no way they would not pick me. And the switch between those two feelings goes on until a reply finally makes it to the inbox.
While I wait for that answer and prepare for out game against Pittsburg tonight, by the way we are 12-1, and have been ranked #2 in the nation. Got to keep on working, and put in the work the real games are the ones coming up in the next weeks. Until that, the shy is above me, the earth below me, and the fire within me.